Punishment, Pain, & Reward

All week long I have been suffering by not being allowed to touch myself. It was a punishment that my wonderful Mistress sentenced me to over the weekend...a week of chastity. And after spending Monday night with her and getting VERY aroused, it has been VERY hard, no pun intended.

Couple this with her clamp training she is using on me. I have three pairs of nipple clamps that my owners have always used. I have a mild plastic pair, that give a mild sensation nothing more. Then there is a medium pain pair called butterfly clamps. They get your attention but you can take them. Where they start to hurt is when they are applied to already sensitive nipples. Then there are the harsh clamps, also known as endurance clamps or alligator teeth clips. They are almost intorlerable and even have a warning on the package that they arent to be worn for long periods of time at a single time. They have always been used as attitude adjusters and/or punishment clamps for the most part. However, my Mistress has used them much more liberally, making me wear them for five minutes almost daily. They hurt and cause me a great deal of pain, but they also have been extremely effective....EXTREMELY. They cause me to think of my Mistress non stop 24/7. And while i hate the pain, I love the humbling effect they have on me. I constantly feel that she owns my body, which she does.

Well, in addition to my 5 minutes of clamping with the harsh ones, she also had me wear the mediums for when I went out to dinner. I cannot tell you how that feels. For starters, the nipples are already so sensitive that the butterfly clamps hurt much worse than usual. But you have to appear as if you are in no pain at all, because you are in a public restaurant. Then mix in the fact that there are beautiful women all over the restauarant walking around in sexy flip flops. That is a lot for a footslave like me to take. Especially when you are being constantly humbled by your owner who is far away yet right there with you at the whole time. I took the pain with pride, proud to suffer for my owner. I love her so very much, more than I have ever loved anyone.

Then when i got home from dinner and she allowed me to unclamp, i collapsed to the ground and fell to my knees literally. I am SO her property and happy to be so. She then informed me that she was ending my punishment and told me to masturbate. I asked if it was something she was ordering or allowing, because if she was just allowing it, I wanted to show her that she was more important to me than getting my much anticipated sexual release. I wanted to finish my punishment. She told me it was an order, so instantly I jacked off and wow...that is all i can say is wow...

I love you Mistress....So very much. I would do anything for you, I am your property to do with as you please.